Eclipsed Realization

What a whirlwind I've seen
A storm of crazy emotions and wild movements.
I'd like to say I was in the of it,
but it ain't been calm around me.
ima say I'm at the tip of it,
getting hit by every gust of wind.
First I move back into white 'burban life,
then it dawned.
A realization that shoulda been shining for years.
how could I have let it get eclipsed?
Moving isn't this random thing.
It's completely part of my normal life.
Getting thrown against the brick wall of life ain't crazy,
I'm not gunna break.
Through the wall we go.