P.S. Instance of an hour glass

You can watch the grain of sand fall.
Who knew so much could change in that moment.
All of a sudden new people are in your life and old ones are gone
who knew you could hurt people you cared about so fast
had no awareness of my lack of listening
who knew.

i've seen relationships and friendships and families stick together
i've seen similar ones get broken apart
what was the difference?
i'm losing it.
i've attended the school of hard knocks,
taught me plenty but left me ignorant.
who knew.

The ignorance SCREAMS in my ear.
i've lost many times cz of it.
It is my main insufficiency
the bane of my growth
the restrictor of my thoughts.
who knew.